rockin' my world.

In the end .. it was just a fantasy ... it was no reality ..it's still a long goodbye ... ~ This road of life .. i can't walk anymore .. i'm falling .. i have no more strength ... i'm trying my best .... ~~ That hope .. that keeps my life going .. is it running out ? is it dying ? I'm sick of lies ... so God .. when will u stop lying ... i wanna know the truth of everything .. so please.. don't trick me anymore ... ~ Everyone always praises me to the sky .. but .. why don't i see evidence behind all those praises ... ~ Someone said , when i get into my poly .. girls will flock to me .. and i will be very popular or what ... i don't really think so .. ~ all my life , it was me who approaches girls .. not girls approach me ... very seldom in my life , girls will have their own initiative to sms me ... so .. do u think girls will flock to me ? i don't think so ... ~ NCC and more NCC . i'm very stressed .. to add on with that ..HQ is adding onto the burden .. ~ My family .. will they ever try to understand me ... hope they will try to take that step .. ~ Soon .. i'm gonna fall .. i'm losing it ... i don't wanna become a man who i am not again ... i'm changing again ... ~ The clock is still going right ? soon school will start ... so i have to be patient ... ~ anyway .. hope i regain my spirit again .. the truth i wanted to know all this while will soon be out . i know it ..

posted by Ben @ 4/09/2004 09:03:00 PM