rockin' my world.

New destination . New Beginning . New hope . New dreams . ~~ i feel that ray of hope in my life again ... ~~ Got accepte into Ngee aNN !! so happy ... my mum told me right away after i got home ...try to bluff me that i couldn't get into ... haha .. what a bad liar !! ~~ Today is a great day ... When i was working halfway .. i tot bout my kids ( sec 3s ncc ) in school ... i felt this sudden rush of hope ...i feel that .. they are not a hopeless lot anymore ... i wanna spend more time with them now .. Although attendance is very poor , but it's ok , i wanna bring this small group of young men thru this hard period . I all of sudden have ideas on how to train them .. i don't know why ... i feel .. My standard and leadership is coming back ... i can THINK again ! and it's great ... i feel so proud of my kids .. haha .. really i am ... ~ My dear boys .. glad that u guys can mature so fast ... u guys no longer have attitude problems and really .. it must be God's blessing man !! i'm so proud of u guys .. able to attain such leadership at such a young stage ... ~ of course .. my last year sec 3s !! u guys really changed .. u all have matured .. i know it . u all no longer have attitude problem and u guys start acting like young men . u guys have attained that leadership by urself all of sudden ever since this year came ... i'm so proud of u guys ! ~~ And of course .. i have gained some new friends !! Haha.. i didn't know i have such supportive friends ... Beverly !! Always there to listen to my grumbling and moaning and never ever complains .. haha .. u just rock baby !! Pei Wen .. always there to make me laugh .. advice me all that ... make me smile too.... Of course ... the crappy Connie ! WE really talk Crap sia !! no sense one lo sometimes !!! haha ... Yan ni also one special girl .. ~~ hmm ..all NP girls ? my friend ever said .. All NP girls are bitches .. not really true ... look at this special lot ! haha .. the amazing 4 ? ~ Initial D !! I have sort of become the Legend of Usui .. no one seem to ever beat me in that map... mu haha ! i just love Rx-7 .. ~~ haha ... so so so happy today .. i never ever feel so contented today .. ~ just as about i was enjoying my joy .. may anne msged me on msn .. i was thinking .. " oh damn .. is God gonna spoil my day in the end ? " .. and of course .. she asked me some qn and i just say my answers , nothing more than that . Cause i know i will flare up again for nothing ... why get myself affected ? yeah baby !! Happy day !! ~~ haha .. i'm glad .. that God did not give me a cruel time at this crucial pt of my time ... i'm still on my way of looking for my girl !! although i really need a new someone to help me erase all the pain i have been thru .. apparently ... she still hasn't come ! but at least i have some great friends with me ! ~ Lian Hua Dang .. not to forget ! i wanna spend more time with u guys .... Let's kick SOme Butt After all our work ya ? LEt's GEt it ON !! ~~ haha ... Bought a new Ff8 toy figure !! It's Gilamesh this time ard !! gonna get laguna soon .. Selphie .. and of course .. TOns of Rx-7 ! ~ i notice that .. i'm one who will spend money on cool stuff .. creative stuff ... spendthrift ? i dn't know but i'm sure one that takes a lot of notice in design ... ~~ i just Love design man !! woo hoo !! going mad liao .. but for once in some long time i go crazy right ?? ~~ and i have been singing quite lately ... Esp Westlife's if your heart's not in it .. and Jay chou's an jing ... if only i had a great voice ... then i can make music a living ... but .. apparently .. i don't have any talent !! haha ... ~~ Today is just a great day ... i love everyone man !! i feel like giving everyone one big hug ... Take care all !!

posted by Ben @ 4/07/2004 09:54:00 PM