rockin' my world.

Lies Lies Lies .. a world full of lies .... ~~ Is he the man who he seems to be ? Is ur friend the man he is ? Everyone has a dark side .. only whether is it easily reveal ..or not .. ~ How would u really know .. whether the one u love .. really loves u ? no one knows ... except himself ... Don't u think it's unfair ? Bcos .. he could just say.. i Love you . This 3 simple words and u are all convinced .. but deep down his heart .. he was just saying the words ... Unfair world isn't it ? Life is not fair .. they always say .. Life was never fair ... But .. why ? Why did God make each and individual one of us to have a unfair life ? Perhaps i know why ... ~~ " i won't forget the way you're kissing ... The feeling so strong .. while it lasted for so long ... But i'm not the man ur heart is missing .. That's why u go away i know .. " We never seem to be able to forget the past ... Those memories .. Good and bad ... u wanna take them all .. u never let go .. hoping for that impossible .. Hoping that he'll be back ... ~~ " Wo hui Xue zhe Fang qi ni .. shi .. Yi Wei .. Wo tai Ai ni . " ain't Love just incredible ? For the person we love .. we are willing to let go of him / her .. Knowing .. that our love for that person is undeniable ... But we still let him / her go .. And as he/she take that step to leave u .. She waves goodbye .. and u just smiled .. and waved back .. Ur heart starts crying ... ~ Then u start asking urself ... how did i fall in love with u ? Why did i fall for such a person ... isn't it ? Love hurts ... many would say .. but it does not necessary hurt ... ~~ So when will each of our individual life time partner come by ? 1 year .. 5 years ... perhaps 15 years ... u never know ... ~ I have to go .. my day is pretty all right .. NCc and More NCc ... Pei Wen was chatting with me for tonight .. she ended my day just right .. and of course .. i'm crapping all this while with Connie ... lot's of crap man ... ~ Thank God For these humans to make me laugh yeah ? haha ... although my life sucks totally now ... i'm glad to have such friends .. and my family to be here with me too ..

posted by Ben @ 4/03/2004 09:20:00 PM