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ACT.22 - Searchin' for the Answer .


Wednesday, February 02, 2005
If you’re trying to focus on your own needs and concerns right now, your family may have some other expectations of you, and you might not be able to do everything just the way you’d like today. Don’t be surprised if someone tries to get you to spend more time dealing with some things around the house right now.

Thursday, February 03, 2005
Various family matters could really be dominating your agenda today. Just be careful that you don’t get too caught up in any sort of negative thinking. You might be asking yourself some serious questions about where your life is headed, and some misunderstandings could be possible if you can't find a way to resolve some important domestic issues.




The horoscope i trusted , Got me . it was right . Yesterday i quarrelled big time with bro .Today , i asked myself questions throughout the whole day . I had many thoughts running through my life . I need answers .

I've changed . I used to hang out everyday , til the night , because i've never liked the unstability at ahome . But now , i choose home everytime after school for peace .

I thought about the dreams i've built up in my mind . Car Racing , Pilot and many more . But i realised , I should give up car racing . If i really love cars , i can follow my passion through many ways , not through illegal means .Even through legal means , i can't get anywhere in Singapore with racing .

I thought about starting from scratch as a car technician after NS . Learn and climb up . Then build a shop of my own to facilitate the mazda club . And give lessons to the young ones who have the passion as well and allow them to work in my shop . Maybe i should just do that . Getting dirty and a low pay as a car technician , i don't mind . i don't mind degrading my qualifications .

Initial D is just a japanese anime . it could be a true story , or a fiction one . But it takes place in Japan . Not Singapore . So , stop dreaming . Be somebody .

Well , i just wanna tell my family , i'm 17 going on 18 !!! i've grown up and become much sensible than who i was 4 years back . So stop treating me like a kid anymore . people change , people mature . Please respect me . i've changed . I'm no longer Hong Bin u know anymore .

Thinking too much for today ? yup ... sure thing man ! i guess that's it for today . Mum couldn't get it yesterday . She asked me what was wrong when you're so fortunate .Yup , i am fortunate . i have anything . all i need to do is just ask .

I've got a desktop , a laptop , a hi fi system , a huge TV in my room , a mp3 player , and huge spending expenses which my parents are paying for . But there's just some stuff missing in my life . That i have to go and search .

Oh well , meeting Wen zhong , Alex and Niao at orchard later ... haha .. although i'm not sure go there for what ... Let's just GO and get it on ! also go get Gi Kian's present .. tomorrow celebrating his birthday , surprise him !

posted by Ben @ 2/03/2005 04:40:00 PM