rockin' my world.

Hope ~ once again .. i feel hope in my life again .. Flame is still burning ..trying its best ... 4 u , i will never give up .. never let go .. unless the day comes that u did a drastic mistake again ... and , i wun try to interfere with u anymore .. u have a mind of your own , unless u need some advices , i will help ... cos i want u to know , that u drowned yourself when i was there trying to catch your hand ... u didn't appreciate so from now on , i will change myself . i believe the decision of whether u wanna be with me still lies in ur hands . You hold the key , i can't do anything . i seriously wanna be with u , until the end of time and trust me ... i really do love u . if i have no choice but to run away from this path , u have to gurantee me that u will be happy and make ur own choices well . Perhaps .... one day , u will realise .. Love doesn't take into account how we look like , what great differences we have , whichever world we come from , as long as we love each other . i really do hope .. the new year comes . i have been waiting ... still waiting ..and never let go of the dream of it coming true .... so troubled lately ..so sad that i cannot be myself .... i am .. no longer the Ben u know ... no longer Alive and kicking . Perhaps .. after all this ... i will change .. into a man that i dun wanna be ... undesirable consequences ....

posted by Ben @ 1/17/2004 09:37:00 PM