rockin' my world.

Running and running .... ~ He's getting me .. i have to keep running .... i hope i won't get tired and give in to him .. cause if i do .... i'm a goner . My heart .. soul ,is already gone , the mind is the last thing i have . If it's gone then .... Goodbye .. ~ May Anne ... you are definitely not the cause of these problems .. i'm sure my mood will become better tml .. So please , do tell me your troubles ! ~ He still hasn't found me yet but ... every morning .. he calls for me ... Haunting me with things i don't wanna know .. things i don't wanna think .. ~~ If his sword really pierced through my living heart .. please .. everyone , do take care . Cause i can't gurantee you victory . Yes .. it's very scary ... to face this Guy .. who is so powerful .. and yet i'm a powerless man . I have only one weapon to win him . And that's my spirit . ~ People .. this is no pyschological problem ..so don't think that it's my mind that is playing with me .. i can't gurantee you this is not ! Will the day that i become myself come ? or the day that i fall come ? I don't know ... if it's a war he want ... i will give it to him . If i lose .. please forgive me . If i'm falling ... please .. come save me . ~ i'm scared .. very scared .... to face this guy alone .. Now that he has got hold of my heart .. he's gonna pierce it anytime if i don't get it back ... but what should i do to get it back ? i don't know ... i'm lost .. i'm very scared .. i can't do this alone .... ~ Perhaps this is a test from heaven .. to make me learn ..to become stronger .... but it's getting a little too way off ...

posted by Ben @ 1/31/2004 01:43:00 AM