rockin' my world.

Valentine's day - How i spend my day? Ncc .. sun burn .. buddies in orchard wasting a lot of time ... i don't really enjoy my day .. cause .. first , my mood was bad ... second .. we had nothing to do .. ~ i think back .. a year ago .. when i was with wei ling on this very date .. it's just so nice to spend valentine's day with someone u love.. Today , i had no one . ~ it's all right .. part and parcel of life ? yeah ... - Disappointed too ... i am very confused by what my heart and mind is telling me .. and my dear cousin too .... now i'm pretty convinced by him .. and i don't know whether i'm doing the right thing .. i think i may regret one day ... But i have not much of a choice .. ~ Don't guess what i'm trying to do .. you won't get it .. ~ i'm down . it's not bcos i have no date or what .... but .. ~~ Girls come by and tore my heart apart ... guess that i have to learn to be stronger .. smarter .. not dumb enuf to let girls tear my heart easily anymore .. ~ Endless Tears flowed ... and now .. i must learn not to cry . not to cry for any girl anymore . My heart has died . My tears should not flow at all ... ~ Selfishness and cruelty is what this world is filled with .. i understand now . i see the light of truth now ...

posted by Ben @ 2/15/2004 12:25:00 AM