rockin' my world.

Love , Peace , Faith , Hope . Friends . ~~ FF8 taught me all these ... Love to keep each other going .. Peace ? forget liao ... to have faith in your friends .. Hope , not to give up ... Friends , to treasure them. i just really wish .. that Ff8 comes out as a movie ... ~~ Damn .. one sad news and one good news. It's confirmed that who is after me ... and he's right on my tail . One good news is ... i Don't Give a SHit !! haha .... no matter what he do .. no matter how much he crushes my heart inside .. i don't care ! i still need to live and care for my other friends who aren't going that well ... ~ My neck .. has this feeling .. like a sword is pointing at it all this while ... i don't wanna say anymore . cause if i say anymore ... it will become worse. ~~ When i'm in places that are pretty noisy ... i can hear a lot of things other than voices .. what people say just make me feel pretty unwell ..it's like as if i can hear exactly what everyone is saying ... ~~ But all will be fine !! Haha.. thanks Priscilla and Gang .. for praying for me ya ? i have never felt this energetic for like how long ? very long ... God .. yeah .. i know he exists . But sorry to say , i can't accept him . The time will come if it's meant to be . ~~ Damn sia .. how am i supposed to get out of this situation .. I need Backup!! haha .... hmm .. pretty incredible that i can speak so happily when such things are happening to me .. cause i don't give a shit !! ~~ What's up with me man ... ~~ KTv ? Seems pretty cool .. feel like going every week sia ... haha ... to sing and sing .. to bring out all my troubles .. i just fear that ... when i sing some songs .. i may just cry when i sing ... cause .. i don't know why .. perhaps i will think of my past ? or my situation ? ~~ The world around me is crashing down .. and this is way too bad ! i need everyone with me to win this war .. and yet they are not stable themselves .. wonder what's going on .... arrrgghhh !! i just need to win this ass myself . But the question is .. will i come back the same ? Will i be insane ... i really fear this . Seems like no one ever come back the way they are ... But at least i give it a try ? yeah ? So let's get it on !! Bye guys ... if i ever go , just take good care of yourselves...

posted by Ben @ 2/03/2004 08:53:00 PM