rockin' my world.

SwoRd in The heaRT .. ~~ i lost my heart ... My joyful and determined spirit is dying ... he's getting me .. the pain within me is getting to a level that is unbearable ... right now .. i'm defenseless .. i'm on my knees .. waiting .. for his sword to come ... ~ The world around me is crashing down .. what's wrong with this God damn world !! what the heck is going on ? WHAT THE HELL!! i really don't know what to say ... i mean .. are u blaming me that u broke up with him ? seriously do you? do you think that i have broken up your beautiful relationship ? tell me ... then i will know what to do . Set our hopes high ... for ? The small boi .. is he going to come back ? i don't think so ... he once a cheerful boy with a giving heart .. has lost his joyful heart ... and his undying soul . No one is to be blamed . But myself . I'm the cause of these . ~~ Miracles .. angels ... they never seem to come by . Cause right now .. i'm at the mercy of this guy ... i have nowhere to go .. ~ a battle that we knew we won't win ... yet i still fight on . ~~ i may not make it.. if he keep crushing my heart .. harder and harder everyday ... i breathed so hard for air just now ... My heart .. is losing out . My spirit can no longer fight ... is this the end ? ~~ i'm having pretty bad chest pains now ... i may not be able to take it if it gets any worse ... i just hope it doesn't . My spirit .. i hope it stands ... it has to .. if not the battle is lost .

posted by Ben @ 2/06/2004 01:14:00 AM