rockin' my world.

What the world needs now... is Love . ~ So how's life everyone ? are we getting all further apart Lian Hua Dang ? Edwin Leong and Gang too ... all stressed by work .. we no longer speak Yi Qi . Right ? i once who would speak Yi qi most .. no longer does .. bcos of some reasons ... ~~ i really don't know how what to write now .. so sick of life .. why can't we be like kids once again ... yeah ? where we would play bball and go mad ... I just wish so much .. to be a kid again .. where i wouldn't have these problems ... ~ was feeling pretty down today .. luckily pei wen is online today .. to lighten up my day a little ... very nice talking to her ... At least God wasn't too cruel ... ~~ what does all this mean ? is he keeping the best for me ? or is he just playing with me again ... ~ Actually ... so what if i have a girlfriend now ... it makes no sense ... i will be going overseas after my NS .. will be joining SIA .. then after that ... i going overseas to study .. so still the same .. even if i have a gf now .. we can't last til we get married ... see how la ... ~~ For the mean time .. just have to wait .. be patient ... God please .. bless me so that i can be patient .. i won't go out of control ... ~ Actually .. i always say that God don't exist all this .. but somehow i feel .. that there's someone up there ... i don't know whether it's buddha , guan yin or Dear lord .. i just want him to be with me ... ~~ So .. that's about all to update ? i just wanna buy more time now .. my bro wanna sleep liao .. i can't use net anymore .. please let me use net just for a little more ...

posted by Ben @ 3/31/2004 09:22:00 PM