rockin' my world.

To where you are . Wu RuN Gua Feng Xia Yu ... wo Dou Hui zai Ni sheng Pang Peh Che Ni . ~~ woo HOO ! i'm gonna kick some ass ( Learnt this from Zell Dincht ) ! Hmm ... seems like That ass is still tailing me .. if he wants WAR , i GIve it to Him !! Yeah BabY !! Definitely win ... even if his sword is already at my neck .. i won't give up struggling .... cause i know . Something will happen . There may be some hero ( could be my buddies ) who will come and save me ..... ~ He's trying to drive me insane ... hmm ... i do admit he's good at this .. but no matter how good he is , how powerful he is , one with true spirit can win him . Hmm hope i possess that true spirit hoh ? ( Learn from Lord of the rings one.. that's why Frodo was the one chosen to bring the Ring to Mount Doom ... ) I always imagine Him to look like the NasKo .. did i spell it right ? but look .. in the end .. a lady still killed Him ! oh .. i'm getting a little crappy ... ~ Anyway , although things may not be shifting to my side , i don't give a sHIT !!! Cause i know .. i can't let go of life ! i can't disappoint those that changed my life ... Mum .. Dad , Bro , May anne .. Edwin and Gang ... Mr Lai and ms tan all those la .. and The REsisTanCE Gang ( CLt coursemates !! ) . I miss you guys so much ... JJ .. Ramzi .... Andy .. Derrick and issac .. Alvin and Kay thiam !! Hoon teck and Eddie ! Lieutanent ChUa !! Not to forget you .. you've made our Clt course so meaningful ... You have sort of groomed me to be a man ... ~ Simon ! The man i'm most grateful to for who i am !! For the officer i am now ! Thank god for this man .... ~~~ So No matter what , i can't let go of life ! My life is so so meaningful ... Yes , not to forget , Hui xuan and gang ! With all their crap ... they can drive me crazy .. and Priscilla and the other 2 angels ... Thank God for them .. ~~ No .. no .. i won't go ! i know i won't go ... i'm coming home . Now !! i had enough of life out here .. so cold .. so dark . i'm coming home now .. it's been so long ! Hmm ... although there are scars on my body ,esp at my heart area .. That guy la .. come pierce it with his sword ..although i'm bleeding , i can still walk , i can still live . That wound is gonna be sealed up by angels soon ... Yes it will ! ~~ Jay Chou .. not to forget this man who made music so cool ! haha .. like why the hell this guy come in ! Cause i love his songs !! er .. in fact .. i only know his songs ... Qing Tian and Gui ji .. are gifts from heaven ... ~~~ And my Lian Hua Dang Gang !! They have made one of the biggest impact in my life ... i won't forget jun xian and his sex jokes .. i won't forget denny with his basketball .. i won't forget Chun chiang with his acting .. Jia en with his Sissy acts ... Jian sheng being a prostitute ... Ting Xian always there supporting us ... Colin who kept pushing us below and we try to rise higher ... Edwin leong and his Ah Bao Look ! Have i missed anyone? hope not .. ~~ May Anne ! Always there to hear me grumble .. there with me when i cry ... when i smile . when i laugh ! Slap me to wake me up ... thanks . i cannot thank anyone else but Heaven and Fate for letting our paths cross ... i will never forget you ... never . Even if i die .. i will bring my memories with me .. Guardian angels forever and ever . ~~ Said so much .. Mum and dad .. just rock !! Always there to support me in whatever i do ... they have never gave up hope on me ... Even if it's against them , even if they don't allow ... they would support me . My mum told me this .. there's nothing she could do but support me .. i have such loving parents .. Dad always there to protect me ... a Mercedes For you when i grow up ( hopefully i can)... haha ! ~~ Forbidden love .. in life , we will always come across this , right guys ? Haha... but never give up on love .. life . Fate will decide all . Let him/her go . If she's meant to be yours , she will come back .. isn't it ? Heaven has eyes ... he will be touched . He is not unfair ... ~~ Mad ? nope .. i just wanna say that life is meaningful .. don't let go . no mattter how sad things get ... don't let go . Accept swords in the heart ... they are part and parcel of life . Accept heartbreaking news ... accept tough situations . But no matter what , don't let go , Remember that guys !

posted by Ben @ 2/02/2004 01:10:00 PM