rockin' my world.

Sorry . The day ytd was 22Feb2004 . Remember . ~~ No ,i wouldn't budge ... i have state it clean and clear . i'm gone . i'm gone from your life . Goodbye . ~~ No .. i won't give u any more chances ... i have given u like 5 times or 4 chances ... and u did not change , did not reflect ... so what's the point ? tell me .. is it worth it of me suffering again ? i have 2 choices . and the consequences are , that one is that i don't suffer any more and lead my life better , next is that i strain my heart and mind . i'm tired . i can't go on . The end of my journey with u ends here . ~ What i mean that he will replace me .. is that when i'm gone , that empty slot , he can replace . he will take it all . God bless . ~ u have made yourself lost your own best friend . U made him go again . Sorry , he will not come back . He will not look back at all . Only a miracle can melt his heart . Create if that miracle if you think it's worth it . Sorry , the story ends here . Guardian angels ? no .. it was all lies ... ~~ when i see that hp chain on my hp .. i hold it tight in my hand .. wanting u to feel me too .. ~~ i don't think u miss me at all don't u ? the old ben .. u didn't help getting him back at all .. u repeat mistakes again and again . Treated ben like a fool . Sorry, i have other matters to tend to . I still have to search for my dream girl . ~~ Tell u what i'm doing now . The best medicine right now , is to find another girl to save me . I have 2 choices . One is my colleague but she seldoms works at my branch but at the cafe next door . Next is a girl working somewhere ... Desperate ? perhaps .. perhaps not . Cause i really need someone new to replace the old . it will erase my pain . i don't wanna see u with him . And think of the past .. that i was being hidden from everything ... i will feel like a fool . ~ Sorry , memories i will erase . i won't think of what happened btw us anymore . They have just become a history of me . and they are not present in my data file ... ~~ God bless . i can see the future in the 2 of u . Good or bad , i won't say . but u will see it soon . Very soon . u will see the answer for urself soon . ~ u still don't believe me ? all right .... seems like , i'm not your best friend at all . This fact can prove it all . i'm not your best friend . i never was . a day that was impt to me , and u knew it yourself , u forgot bout it or should i say , neglect it . Petty ? in fact ..a little , or should i say not a little at all , but a lot . Too bad . ~ sorry , it's time for me to move on with life . i don't wanna stay at this endless pit ... i'm sick of it . i wanna get the hell outta here . u played with my feelings as a friend or should i say .. "best Fren " ... U never learnt to cherish me at all . Then i have to say sorry , i have to go . ~ ihave already forgotten bout you ... and i bet today , this very day , u don't regret ur actions don't u ? never thought of this ? ~ There's something coming soon .. and when it comes , i see if you will do anything , if you won't , this friendship i will know , is gone . i will end it . who cares bout 4 or 5 years ? did u care for me ? no you didn't .. the story btw us is a lame one . A dumb one . the story should never start at all . ~ a real best fren would cry every night ... very sad and depressed that she / he has lost his one very best friend .. due to his / her actions ... did u ? Any reasoning u give for this sentence i say , will be crap . totally . ~ i'm a new man now . Today i finally saw my fav Efini 1993 Rx-7 .. everytime at my turning point of my life , i will see one . that time right b4 my o's is a Spirit R . God is telling me only one thing . Welcome aboard to a new life . ~ are u happy ? losing me ? don't it feel great ... cause u certainly deserved it . When i was alone every night .. no one was there for me . I would cry ... i would cry .. and i would be alone . i'm a loner that wanders at night . Until a girl comes .. ~ Bye bye . Enjoy your life with him . i don't give a shit now . My heart is very cold . Even if you use boiling hot lava to melt it ... sorry . it's useless . Miracles . Create one or pray for one .

posted by Ben @ 2/23/2004 07:54:00 PM