rockin' my world.

Unwell .. getting unwell .. ~ This job is killing me a little ... it strains my back a lot ... well .. gotta see a doc soon .. getting a fever .. but i will still be working .. i don't care if i'm gonna overwork myself ... ~ i'm getting pretty well ... 2 girls on my mind .. and i don't know which to choose ... seriously i do . Both are great girls ... But the prettier one may disappoint me .. cause i saw her with a guy when she was working that day .. taking a break at the canteen ... but u never know ? but this sentence is very true .. Men are not blind . They wouldn't miss such a nice girl .. Next girls .. her colleagues now recgonise my face .. and it's pretty hard to get her no. ... but i will find a way . I'm sure i have some good ideas up my sleeve... if not , my cousin will do the trick . ~ it's now or never . you don't miss me at all .. right? even if you do .. it's just a little .. U care more bout that guy .. ~ You have traded one friend for one guy that is all i can use to describe . ~ " best friends " .. i wonder why we call each other that ... i don't know why .. it's was such a stupid mistake .... ~ Ben died .. he did not survive the war . ~ i can't stop thinking bout my colleague .. she just floods my mind... i don't know why . but anyway ..i will have my pace . if she's not my type of character ... be it .i won't carry on .. ~ Sorry , i have not much to say but it's the end of all things . i shan't say anymore ... i'm giving this friendship up . Not bcos of my friends .. bcos i don't wanna suffer . Being locked with a "best friend " who don't treat me well at all .. ~ Regrets ? regrets are far too late ... too late .. or is it that .. u don't regret at all ? then .. that is too sad for me .. anyway .. there's a new life for me to wait !

posted by Ben @ 2/23/2004 10:46:00 PM