rockin' my world.

What a day ... started work today in the morning ... then after that met derrick to go to orchard .. get her no. , Then .. i got rejected .. i don't know why . But she said she was working .. and she can't do this .. she told me to come some other day .. or after she knocked off ... my knock off time is 1030 ... i couldn't catch her ... damn . I mean .. does she want some sincerity ? some real sincerity ? i mean .. if that's what she wants .. i definitely will give it to her . I just have to know .. whether after all that sincerity .. will she give me her no. . .... ~ Went to sakae sushi to eat buffet ..got fed up ... then i ate and ate .. then the bill became a little more than expected ... not happy with that too ... ~ Then i was late for work . in fact , no one knew bout this at the start .. i went to ask my dear friend Paul , and he told Angela (assistant manager ) and i got 15 mins minus .. what the .. and actually i was front station .. so i could be with that girl ! but .. i was switched to runner .. what the hack ! ~ then .. spilled laksa on my shoulders ... i think that thing was 40 degress C above .. burnt my shoulder a little .. but it's work . Have to move on ... spilled a little here and there .. wipe the floor a little .. ~ the worst part is that .. everytime i stepped into the kitchen .. as the chefs talk .. and everytime i step in , they will go " Ka ni Na eh !! Che* B*e !! " wahh !! so damn unlucky ! like cursing me ... ~ then ... had some time with Larvina .. that's her name .. had a nice little quarrel with her ... found out that she's pretty easy to get along with .. talked to her for quite some time .. quarrel and quarrel ... i love time with her ... incredibly charming ... ~ got along pretty well with my colleagues ... joked with Angela for quite some time .. talked ... Then joked with old man Paul .. Kumar .. Paneer ... Then another young girl too . Then there was a lady .. waiting for A level results .. and she's from Hwa Chong and i went WOW !! then she said .. normal la ... why everyone seemed it to be so power ... ...?? ~ Angela came and told me .. " Ben arh , ur teeth is very nicely arranged leh and clean .. you have got any special ways to keep it that way ? " in chinese of course .. i said , i only just brush my teeth .. haha .. then there's goes the conversation ... ~~ Today was aerospace event .. then i saw 3 RSAF officers .. one pilot , only lady officer .. i wanted so much to ask him .. bout the pilot career . but i couldn't bring courage to do so .. ~ i'm enjoying my time well here .. Kumar .. Paneer .. Angela !! Hasbullah too ! we spend some great time destroying a cockroach .. and the auntie eliminated it in the end ! Saw thru a kid that has the same age as me .. i now know that he's actually a little attitude ... ~ i don't know . Maybe Larvina is attached to him .. they go home together ... and they wore same rings on the index finger ... perhaps ? but .. i got a little too well with her today .. i sure look forward to more time with her ... ~ I don't wish to break the 2 of them up .. but i have to find out the truth first . But .. i really don't think larvina is the one for me .. she don't really suit me . A no no . ~ But ... she really amazes me with her incredible charms ... if she would to seduce me , i wouldn't last 1 second . It's the truth in fact .. i won't lie . ~ What to do ... should i go for this girl called vivien and pursue more ? i don't know .. but she seems really nice ... ~ Oh ya ! my day sucks bcos of one more thing ... there's a chef at my workplace .. and he's very sissy .. i didn't care much of him ..but today i had a chat with one of the kind chefs ... and he told me he's gay . And that guy wants to date me .. i was so shocked !!!!! and i was so scared that on my way down to b1 , i would see him .. so i went along with Paneer ... WHat the hell man !! my god .. he even know my name b4 he asks me ... damn . ~~ oh my GOD !!! i'm very freaked out by this guy ... ~ my manager is treating me a little nicer now .. he was pretty fierce looking at the beginning ..but i found out that he looks a little like La Fu Zhi ... ~ My workplace is a great place ... only 2 punks .. but i still have some great buds around . ~ Larvina .. damn .. i better stop thinking bout her man ! i better not fall for her ... i must not ! cause if i ever go steady with her .. that's it ! i'm gonna suffer again .. but she's so pretty ! what the heck ... oh no .. this is bad ! but's she so pretty ... SHUT UP !! enuf liao la ! haha ... Gay , pretty girls , rejection ... so disappointing ! REsults tml .. so let's just get it on !

posted by Ben @ 2/26/2004 11:47:00 PM