rockin' my world.

What did ya say ?? ~~ Hey hey .. i said , i was a fool . Not You . I did not insult u all right ? i did not say that u were a bitch , that u should be a prostitute or what k ? and whatever i have said bout my ex stead , i was either joking or that i have just said it on impulse . I would never say that wei Ling's a bitch all right ? and even if i did , i don't think that she deserve's to be scolded that k .. ~ yes .. i do hate girls after i break up with them .. it's my nature definitely and man's nature also . But i do think back where i created my mistakes all right ? a failed relationship is definitely not only one party's fault . i don't wanna say anymore .. cause i find it pretty pointless . What bout u ? u don't love a man and yet u be with him ? u don't even respect urself .. then do u know what's love ? i really sometimes wonder why ... ~ When u become a victim , do not think back on what i have said , and what martin has said , although he has said little but it was totally sufficient . ~ My days with u are over . I shall not think of u anymore ... and my life is definitely fine . U can stay with him for all i care .. don't cry in the middle of the night , u are contradicting urself cause u chose that path urSELF !! ~ I'm glad that God revealed everything to me finally .. so that i can take this path . I shall not look back , i will only walk forward ... ~ U have just become ...a memory . ~~ Martin was right .. i just have trusted him right at the beginning . He's good at seeing through people .. no wonder he told me to give up hope and give u up .. i was dumb then ... ~~ I wonder what is god's decision for u next ? i bet there's a lot in store for u ... everyday u go in deeper .. the worse the consequences can get . ~ What's next for me ? it may not be good .. but i'm will not regret the path i took . ~ One thing .. i finally found a mistake in the relationship btw me and wei ling ... Seems like i have to correct that ... ~~ All right .. i only insulted myself , that i'm dumb , that i'm a fool . I did not insult u at all , all right ? ~ Seen the real side of me ? i tell u there is a very evil side of me ... perhaps not very but just evil . I can laugh at the end of the day when u fall .. and i just step on ur fingers while u are holding on to the edge of the cliff ... One should always accept the consequences when he / she took that path . Or should i say , whatever consequences one has recieved , he /she deserved it , good or bad . Remember this . When it's too late , one cannot turn back anymore , so turn back while u still can .

posted by Ben @ 2/29/2004 11:47:00 PM